ball hamster

I guess I shouldnapos;t say that for the third day in a row, work was awful. I suppose it wasnapos;t awful. But it wasnapos;t a deliriously happy day either. Add to it, my time of the month snuck up on me too. My morning was filled with meetings, so I didnapos;t get much done at all until the afternoon.

I had to deal with a few troubling things. One, a tasteless and unprofessional picture of our building in a local downtown magazine, basically trashing us because of our parent company. Two, a friend of mine there, the one I visited the other night heard that more layoffs would be happening next month. I used to think I was invincible to things like that, but now Iapos;m not so sure. Iapos;m very, very concerned about my future. Driving home today, I thought Iapos;d better start planning. This condo I live in needs so much updating before I could sell it. I need to do everything I can to make it more presentable. I need to update my resume. I need to make decisions about where I can go, because there certainly is nothing for me here in the salary range Iapos;m now bound to stay in. I know where I -want- to go.

And keeping with that thought, I talked to a girl friend tonight at length on the phone. She lives in another state and has been trying to convince me for a long time to move down there. Itapos;s not a place Iapos;d like to live. But I caught her up on what was happening in my life, and casually mentioned having to move, throwing out the state he lives in just because I like the thought, and frankly, there are two places that I might have a decent chance of finding a job. She jumped all over it, saying we should do it, that she could apply for law school there, that we could live together. Admittedly, I got caught up in her enthusiasm. Of course, I donapos;t want him to feel...weirded out by the whole idea. The last thing I want him to think is that Iapos;d show up without permission, or before I was ready, or for that matter, when he was ready. I would never, ever do that. But I still like to dream about the idea, it makes me feel quite nice inside.

The funny thing is, if I could manage it, I know she could. Sheapos;s one of my few remaining friends unburdened by children, or spouses, and like me, if finances permitted, could pick up and move wherever sheapos;d like. So I donapos;t know. Itapos;s something to think about. I have to have some kind of plan regardless.

I didnapos;t hear much from him tonight. He did have his new computer and was spending his time setting it up, which I know from experience can take some time. I thought of something terrible though. With mine and his computerapos;s broken, does that mean Iapos;ve lost forever every word between us? I really canapos;t bear the thought of that. I hope one or both of us can salvage that at the very least from our old systems.

But before I start rambling again, Iapos;ll stop here. Itapos;s a bit early, so I wonapos;t go to bed just yet. But Iapos;m not sure either that Iapos;ll see or hear from him again tonight. If I donapos;t, I hope that his computer setup went smoothly. I wish him sweet dreams, a quick day of work, and fun with the game that heapos;s now running tomorrow night. Perhaps Iapos;ll see him soon.

down lock policy, ball hamster, ball hampshire new power result, ball hampshire new power, ball hampshire new number power winning.